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When Anxious and Quirky Means a Disorder

February 13, 2018

What I Want You to Know is a series of reader submissions. It is an attempt to allow people to tell their personal stories, in the hopes of bringing greater compassion to the unique issues each of us face. If you would like to submit a story to this series, click here. Today’s guest post is by Erin who blogs over at A Good Enough Mom. 
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This afternoon, B, my seven-year-old, appeared in a play to end his two-week theater camp. It was adorably hilarious, as only a play starring six- and seven-year-olds can be! During the play, he said all of his lines on cue. He even did all of the dance moves to the opening song (he danced a bit like Elaine Benes, but that’s not the point!).

Six years ago, when he was still a toddler, I would never have imagined events like the ones this afternoon would be possible. As a baby, B was the one that I had to put in a pack-and-play during baby playdates at our house because the stimulation of multiple moms and babies was just too much for him.

When he was a toddler, I took him to music class and story time at the library. He would just sit there, wander off, cry, etc. He never did what the other toddlers were doing.

By the time he was three, he was also severely anxious and pathologically cautious of being sick, falling down, spiders, loud noises, mascots in costume – I could go on for a while.

When B started preschool, it was clear that he had auditory processing issues that made it hard for him to communicate with other kids his age. He still mostly played alone or occasionally with one friend who was awesomely quirky in her own way. He marched to the beat of his own drummer.

As his mother, I loved his creativity and his different way of being in the world. I loved his big heart and his sincerity and innocence.

However, I constantly worried about what the future would hold for my quirky boy. Would he be accepted? Would he ever make friends? Would he be happy?

As a serious rule-follower and social butterfly, it was hard for me to see that, though he was very different from his father and me, he was going to be just fine. More than fine, he is perfect and amazing. He is one of a kind.

Today B is an almost-second grader. When he walks into camp each day, all of his friends and counselors yell, “Hey, B__!” and his face lights up. He is still thoughtful and quiet, but he is thriving in school and is a friend to everyone.

He walks onto a stage to perform in front of a room full of adults, climbs up to the top of a rock climbing wall, or says hello to a new person with the same sweet intensity and admirable bravery.

He has a strong sense of social justice and wisdom in his big blue eyes.

I am so proud to call him my son. I wish I hadn’t spent all those years worried, wishing he was like everyone else, and wishing he was less than what he is.

If your child is a little different, if they keep you up at night worrying, just keep loving them and showing up every day. You are what they need, and it’s going to be ok.

Love,

Erin

Note: If you think your child has sensory or auditory processing difficulties that are interfering with their daily life and yours, I have some great local resources and book recommendations for you. Feel free to contact me: agoodenoughmom at gmail dot com.

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